SerMei

飞鸟与鱼

2012-02-04T02:19:00.000-08:00

有一条鱼生活在一片海域里，它每天就是不停的游来游去。一天，有一只迷途的鸟儿飞过这片海域的上空，它很疲倦，低下头寻找海中的一片陆地，水里的鱼觉得水面的光线变得有些昏暗，就抬头望向天空，这样，鱼和鸟的视线交织到了一起。孤独的鱼和迷途的飞鸟深深地彼此吸引着对方。

飞鸟给鱼讲辽阔的天空，讲广袤的大地，……鱼给飞鸟讲深邃的海洋，……它们为彼此打开了一扇未知的却又丰富多彩的窗；

它们还有好多共同的话题：每个早晨的朝霞，每个傍晚的落日，每个夜晚的星空，每分钟空气里的味道，树木的，土地的，海水的，春天的，夏天的，秋天的，冬天的，……它们彼此深深爱慕着对方，这样就过了好久，它们以为此生就这样斯守，飞鸟可以忘却飞翔的天空，鱼可以忘却深潜过的海底。

谁说鱼和飞鸟就不能在一起？

一天，飞鸟看见别的鸟飞过，它想起了天空，它问鱼是否愿意和它一起感受风从身边掠过的自由，鱼看看自己的鳍没有说话；又是一天，鱼为了躲避暴风雨，深深潜入水中，在太阳重现的时候，它兴奋的问飞鸟是否能看到水中珊瑚的灿烂，飞鸟只能看着波光粼粼的水面苦笑。

它们知道了飞鸟与鱼是不可以在一起的，虽然彼此相爱，但是鱼终归是水里的鱼，飞鸟终于飞离了那片海域，永远的再也没有回来，它并不知道，鱼亦再没有游回这片海域，它们都在小心翼翼地躲避那段往事，那段飞鸟与鱼的故事。

Is Year End Again

2011-12-16T07:37:00.000-08:00

Dear Myself,

Is year end again, Christmas again and New Year again. Fix the hole and get party again! Is time to get a planner and planning my next step of life. I don't wish my current life to be continues non stop. I wish to get a new life again.

Year 2011, busy life and well it was still under my control. But for those matters that not under my control and sorry for it, I will gambateh on next year.

No big different for me, but the most wonderful thing was you all, my crazy friend that makes my life crazy, I love them all so much. Even though time that we spend together was not enough, but it will makes me remember for the rest of my life time. Thanks for giving much of memories, i miss u all.

Next, loves one, ya no big different too, thanks for accompanying along the way. Love you.

The person dump into my life suddenly and I give her all my love, I still love her much more and more. She is getting bigger and bigger, I feel sad sometimes because I cant spent my every moment with her, Love you.

Loves is strong, to carry me along the raod. Without Loves, I will become thirsty, dry... Loves not only mean for relationship, also means for family and friends. Thanks for spending with me.

Making my wish, I hope to get it during this coming X'mas. Thank god.

Merry X'mas to all my loves friends, may our friendship last forever.

Merry X'mas to him, may our relationship last forever.

Merry X'mas to my family, may everyone grow healthy in the coming year.

Merry X'mas to myself, may my wish dreams comes true.

Regards,

SERMEI

她

2011-11-26T19:37:00.000-08:00

有一种女孩

她独立，也好強，

她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向別人提起。

她也会偶尔的忧郁，

朋友问她怎么了，

她也只会说沒事，

其实她只是感觉累了，

她只是需要一个拥抱。

遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人，

她就一定会很安静，

心甘情愿的安静下来，

不烦，不闹，

安心地做一切能和他一起做的事情。

好想

2011-11-09T07:27:00.000-08:00

好想，
好怀念，
那些美好的读书时光；
真的可以说没有烦恼；
不需要追着时间走。

突然的我，
好累，好累。。。

我想，
是时候了。。。？

那么何时呢？

旅行

2011-11-07T07:08:00.000-08:00

旅行就像恋爱一样

一旦出发了

我们都期待彼此的快乐

就像寄托在爱人身上的幸福

改变

2011-10-28T18:21:00.000-07:00

很多事情已经改变

而改就会变吗？

如果不改又会一臣不变？

只能说-- 我变了！！

22th of LIFE TIME

2011-10-19T07:44:00.001-07:00

Stepping in to 22 years old, I was in the range of 20!!?? I still cant believe it.. WHY?

It seems like i getting older and older? Oh ghost!!! 我接受不了咯!

Anyway, I still wish myself HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Life changed since i start working full time. My precious time become more and more precious after i start working. I have no more time for piano, singing and tv!!??? Lolz, never mind, I meet another gang of friend. By the way, i need to mention some of my bf first, tq to him, as i alw said tq tq and still tq to him. Thanks for being with me no matter what happen, thanks for him supporting me the always and all my decision had made. Although sometimes i did and i did made you mad.. haha.. but i still tq for being with me ya!! You are the best!! Loves you.? :p

Oh ya, i continue my new gang of friend, we had a very strong relationship each other, can i use the word of STRONG?For mean while i still can use, but i dunno our relationship can last for how long? Not sure, but dun care how long it will be, we must treasure what we had!

Okay, other story, what i will be after this 1 year working life? Shall i continue to work for next year?! It is still a mystery, even though i also cannot get the answer yet. Mayb i will find it out after i had relax and reset and reformat my mind, my body and my soul.

But, life still going on, and my ambition, dream, soul, life still keep going on and on. I will still chasing for it, and i sure i can get it one a day.

Thanks for my loves, he did give me much of supporting.

Thanks for my dad, he did supporting me much while i working plus study.

Thanks for my mum, without her, today i wont sit here to blog.

Thanks for my sista, she did a good role a good listener once i get down.

Thanks for who being appear in my life before, without you all my life wont be perfect; although you are just a passer by or important person, tq for appearing in my life.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me.

Wishing.. 1 2 3..

I wish my dreams come true..

Send up one of my favorite song, and it contain many precious memory in my life..

来不及

2011-09-22T06:04:00.000-07:00

有时候

应该停下脚步

给自己多一点时间

做自己想做的事

忽然会想一想人生有什么遗憾。。。

遗憾还来得及。。

不要等到来不及。。。

谎言 & 真实

2011-09-10T23:18:00.000-07:00

很久很久以前

谎言和真实一起洗澡，

谎言先洗好，谎言穿了真实的衣服离开，

真实却不肯穿上谎言的衣服。

后来，在人们的眼里只有穿着真实衣服的谎言，

却很难接受赤裸裸的真实。

Comes and goes

2011-09-09T08:45:00.001-07:00

Deeply understand the meaning of it.

The meaning is same when i "TYPE" and "DELETE".

This 2 thing I continue and continue doing everyday.

Typing in a person in my life, deleting a person in my life.

Need to use of it.

Suddenly, recently, currently...

I was deleting many person in my life...

Person who close to me, not so close to me...

Times goes by so fast,

People goes in and out in my life,

I must never miss the opportunity to tell these person how much they mean to me.

Yes, to them, even you just a passer by in my life, you still mean so much to me.

Because without you, I wont realise how important of Treasure are. Thank you.

Do Not Regret

2011-09-01T09:08:00.000-07:00

Regret?

It is too late~

Where is my FAITH?

I am losing it again!!

What i had choose is correct?

This question i was asking myself thousand hundred times over and over again!

I understand it is too late to regret, it is TOO LATE!

SerMei>> Do not regret what you have done, regret what you have not done!

I am regretting what i HAD NOT DONE!!!

讨厌

2011-09-01T04:02:00.000-07:00

每次

当时间一到

这一个时刻

我都会

很讨厌

不开心

可是却不可以说出来

因为

秘密永远都只是

秘密

说了出来

就不是秘密了

可是我明白

其中的道理

但是我就是很讨厌！

爱太重

2011-08-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

我不知道爱是怎么一回事

如果爱太重

你会否依然选择继续爱我？

空闲

2011-08-27T08:16:00.000-07:00

终于，有所谓的空闲。

坐在钢琴前2个小时。

很舒服地弹着，唱着。。。非常享受

呼~ 过了这么久，忙忙碌碌的，都不知道为了什么？

人啊人啊，短暂得很，所以总会留下了一堆的遗憾，留下来的东西都带不走~ 唉！

最近学会了，不管法生什么都好，忍一时都会风平浪静，不需要去计较多或少。

一个人内心缺少什么，就看他炫耀什么，一个人自卑什么，就看他掩饰什么。

好，说得非常好。

加油！好好的充电，好好的去思考下一步。

放慢脚步，也许我能够做得比现在还要好！

记忆

2011-08-17T07:28:00.000-07:00

只有人类才能拥有最特别的，最独特的回忆~

它给我们带来了美好，也让我们沉淀在里头，

回忆就是过去的记忆。。

希望有一天，我能够一点一点的忘记过去的回忆。。。

让这些那么的过去回忆用未来的回忆来取代那是多么的美好。。。

就让那些年少的秘密，那段尘封的记忆，在每一个夜晚慢慢的慢慢的凋谢。。。

我只想拥有未来的记忆，而不是过去的回忆~

blog time again

2011-03-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

time for blog since past few busy weekend~

busy is just rite good for me, and mayb this few years also.

i can see clear, what i wanted and how i should be going to did for this few year times.

just work hard for everything, did what i want, eat as usualy, hang out ply hard~

yea, i will be ply hard and work hard!!

do wat ever i never did be4~

searching for the brand new ~ser mei~

wait and see it.

兔年快乐

2011-02-01T05:30:00.001-08:00

人生中的第22个新年

我是多么的不想过

为什么？因为所有的所有都改变了~

我知道~没有所谓的对于错,只有大家的谅解~

但是，没有人谅解~

默默地走回家，默默地一个人晚餐，默默地静静的度过平静的夜晚~

愿大家开开心心，一家团聚，一家团圆，一家热融融！新年快乐~

虽然我不开心，我也希望我身边的大家都能开心，那是我最大的欣慰~

New Year

2011-01-05T04:39:00.000-08:00

Finally a brand new year had reached.

Walked out from the 2009.

It was a terrible year i ever had.

Things changes just a second.

Especially my family member.

I just realise that supporting from family member is very important.

My fren said i lack of confident recently? Do i?

I just feel confident making me lost of many thing ...

I had did a wrong thing to my family member...

How even they wrong i also shouldn't scold or shout at them.

Becoz they will heart.

Mayb i just need to keep quite from it.

I loss of many many thing.

Too much i cant recover from it........

Tears drops, wake up from nite mare...

I dun hope i can continue stay on tis life again....

Coz i will crazy....

Keeping the secret away...

I hope time will just help me recover from it..

Happy New Year 2011

消失的城堡

2010-12-11T06:47:00.000-08:00

再也没有欢笑

没有关心

没有温暖

的城堡

心碎了

城堡消失了

再也弥补不回的情感

大家只会一再的伤害大家

只有我一直都在很努力的挽回

但是消失了就消失了

不管我用多大的力气

不管我牺牲多大

他们只会觉得我是最坏的

他们只会说是我的错

重来没有人愿意聆听我的诉说

我的眼泪只有往心里吞

再多的付出也只是一场游戏

心淡了

梦碎了

消失了

我爱的城堡

Right choice?

2010-11-07T05:26:00.000-08:00

I alw figuring and figuring and continue to figure out the right way for my future

Entering into an audit firm working had been alr 2 months pass

If you asking me does it suitable for me? I cant 100% tell you yes

But i was just at the first stepping step

And this is the formal job for me into this society

Turn over of audit firm is so so fast..

People comes and goes everyday

Maybe i will be the one in the future day, who knows?

But i was just trying to enjoy what the life meaning to be

Busy will bring me out from those sadness those rubbish thinking

Positive mind on everyday

Dun put too much of sensation on the people around you

Because they are all just a passer by of your life

The people who always beside you everyday, worrying you, caring you

Is the people who can just become a historical person in your life

Who will colors up your life

I cant said it is a right choice for me to choose at this field

I will trying to learn use to it

Will be updated soon on the coming up of my new life

Thank you the people around me

Giving me support

My parent, My loves and Me

I will do my best part and try my very best

Thanks.

Je t'aime

2009-12-25T21:36:00.000-08:00

进入了爱情的另一个方向

也因该用另外一种方式来对待

我不知道未来会是怎样

过去了终究都会流逝

没有东西是永恒的

可是当开心的时候我们却不懂得去珍惜

到了过去就不会再回来

我真的用真心来对待我身边每一个人

但是没有人真正明白我的真心

当时的爱情是那么的简单快乐

现在的爱情多了一份未来，多了一份负担

简单的快乐被盖了起来

和你的爱情对我来说是实实在在的

没有人能够取代

和你的风风雨雨都回一起度过

把手伸给我，我带你走

我很幸福，因为你爱我

这一段路我陪你走

到永远，到尽头

我并没有放弃

也请你不要放弃我

No Title

2009-11-25T04:40:00.000-08:00

我们从陌生

一直努力走到现在

谢谢你陪伴

不然我也没有那么快走出爱情的伤口

多么希望爱情不要停止

继续燃烧

要不是遇见你

我也不知道我的将来会是怎样

我相信缘份

缘份让我们从新遇见

不再分离

我爱你

Everything around us will change everyday

the only thing wont change is my love for you

I hate this part

2009-10-05T02:27:00.000-07:00

I hate this part

i hate what going on now

When i angry

I will cry

When i cry

I need a shoulder

Where is my shoulder?

我变了

2009-09-09T05:40:00.000-07:00

我变了

不知道从什么时候

总是爱一个人的沉默

坐在角落

不希望有人发现我的存在

不希望被人问的感觉

我变了

不喜欢和别人说话

东西都往自己塞

不喜欢人多的地方

我变了

为什么这样呢？

全世界都笑了~

Always by your side

2008-08-30T06:41:00.000-07:00

When you are sick,

I will take care of you,

When you are sad,

I will try to cheer you up,

When you want to cry,

I will give you my shoulder,

When you are happy,

I will share the happiness with you,

When you are in pain,

My heart will be pain too,

No matter what happen,

I will always by your side.

By your Dear

Rainy Day

2008-08-22T04:44:00.000-07:00

Today, i wake up at 6.45am in the morning, my god~ was so tired~
But i still feel thanks god that no rain in the morning, if not i will be drive in the rain again~
I reach school very early in the morning today, 7.35am.
When i pass by the main entrance of my school, i find out that there have many parking~
It mean that many people already choose to study at home rather than go for the tuitorial ~
When i step in the class, i start busy again~
Every Friday i was busy with my class, busy with my homework n also courswork too~
Than i start to check my answer see whether i had do wrong any part.
Around 8.05am i start my class, Business Law.
My teacher told us that next week no tuitorial ,because usually the last week of the last day those exam block will close for preparation for exam~
Yup, final exam is coming very soon~
This year is a final year for me, and i dun wish to fail any unit~ hope so~ all the best for me.
Yet, after B.Law tutorial, 9.15am i was very hungry, and i want to go canteen 1 to have my breakfast.
Today, me, PeiYee, EJuan, PuiSan, Nikita, ZhiYan & Hui Ling sit together to have our breakfast~
We were happy discussing after exam where we gonna lepak~
At the end, we decided that the Monday just after the exam we want to go KLCC Petronas Science.
Yeah~ good suggestion~
I feel very happy being with them, because they give me a lot of fun, by the way i also make them fun too~ haha~
I think by now we have a good relationship with our classmates, haiz~ but time is crazy thing, it wil saperate us when we going to advance diploma.
After having breakfast, we start discuss Manufacuring Accounting Faundamental~
So hard~ because it so messy~~~~ i dont know i can do the question a not~ Hmmm....
when 11.30am me n PeiYee rush to library for photocopy our notes~
Need to Q up for so long~ haiz~
Thanks god that we still can rush for the Business Law Lectural.
Today, the lectural give us the revision on pass year question.
So scary, because she just stand beside PuiSan, and i just sit right beside PuiSan~
Because i dont know how to do~ hehe~~~
Hope in final i will know how to do the question, since teacher said it was so easy~~k~
After the lectural, is Financial Accounting tuitorial, so boring~
I want to fall sleep in the class~~
So i msg my dear see what he was doing~
When we talking about the Sunway Ice Skate thing, i just dun like what he act to me~
Than i feel angry~ i dun wan reply his msg~ than i go out walk walk alone~ actually go toilet.
When back to class, i only reply him~ i also forget what i reply him at that moment~~~~
Around 2.40pm, teacher gives us back home~ But next week still have to come for the last tuitorial~ haiz.~~ thinking to skip it~
I rush as fast as possible to home~ because PeiYee wanted to go 1u with her aunty~
Reach home almost 3.05pm~
When i reach home, the 1st thing in my mind is my grandpa, because he just sitting in my house.
He waiting me back home~ he asking me want to buy what~ because he is going to NewYork in tomorrow~ 23/8/2008~ morning.
He been leaving very soon, and i just realise it~
And he plant to stay there for 1 year plus, it is because:-
i) He is retired
ii) His visa is getting due date
iii) He said the enviroment there very fresh
iv) He wanted to fill up his free time
I will be missing him all the time, he will alw in my mind~
After that i faster rush to toilet n take bath, because i want to have my nice nice nap~
I slept from 3.45pm til 5.45pm~ haha~~
When i wake up, outside have a heavy rain~
After that i going to help my mom;s for preparing dinner~
Then just now, me n dear have a crush~
Haiz, i just feel that he dont have confident, nt even on him and on me too~
I dont know izit that he too free or what~ or i too not in a good mood~
I just said "not believe me" because he send twice msg to me~
the 1st, he ask me go eat, ( thn i sure go eat, den i din reply)
2nd, he asking me again i got go eat a nt? ( This msg come just after the 1st one, i just duno y he feel that i didnt go eat ~ so when i back that time i only reply him saying that he dun believe me)
Just a simply thing~ nthing too much right?
Y we can argue just because of this? i dun understand. And sure i start angry with it.
In the moment that we arguing, i saw my aunty come, she wanted to bring my grandpa go to her house and stay over night because tmrw she will be fetching him to airport, than i faster run to my grandpa house n help him settle all those thing.
Grandpa start mumble again~ he said dun wan do this.. dun wan do that..... remember do this... remember do that..... he alr talk this for few times ~~~ zzz....
After that i back home n sit down to write this blog~
And i hoping my dear will online~ but he didn't~
But i think is time for me to start study my Business Law, so that i can pass in my final~
Ok, Gambateh~ hope he will be fine~ because i dont understand what he angry with????
I need to add on some thing on here just for my dear:
Dear, because of small thing, i dun think that it will affect our relationship, because of small thing and i dont understand why you want to know so clearly? Maybe you too love me? In here, i can fell that you think that i not loves you as you loves me. I just know that loves someone not just do in surface, the loves have include many thing, that is caring, sharing, and give each other their personal space. Ya, i can fell that you very loves me, i think i should thank god, but duno it is good sign or not~ i think i had lose of my personal space, i said dun make me felt mad on you~
when you making me felling of mad, you starting to break this relationship. Maybe what i had done for you, you haven see whether is work a not. And i alw told PeiYee that i dun hope this relationship will be repeated as last time~ so i trying my best to make us stay for more long in this relationship. Dear, when my grandpa is going, i had cry~ because i dun understand why in this moment you act so to me~

有你真好

2008-08-14T08:02:00.000-07:00

爱情~ 对我来说是每一个人成长中的一部分。
它让我们看透人生，让我们活得更精彩，让我们真正了解对爱情的定义。
爱情~ 我有过两段~
对于上一段的爱情，他给了我希望也给了我绝望~
在分手之际，才让我真正看透他的个性，让我体会到人类是无情的动物~
下半段的我，遇见了现在的他~
他不断给我鼓励和支持，让我重新振作起来~
不过，也是因为上一段让我带着伤痕累累的生活着，所以才迟迟不敢接受他~
对不起~ 要不是我的犹豫，要不是我的不安，要不是我的担心，我看我们因该走得更长远了~
让你久等了半年真的很抱歉~ 所以，现在我要比想象中的更爱你~ 更爱~
你让我体会到被爱的感觉，让我体会到被关心，让我感觉在你心里我是很重要~
你，比我想象中的安全；你的怀里，是我唯一的避风港，是我唯一的靠岸~
有时候，我总是大女人了一点；有时候，我真的很固执；有时候，我会恼脾气。。。
但是你总是会体谅我，原谅我~
女人最幸福的时候就是遇见对的男人，疼爱她的男人~
在女人每一个阶段，对于爱情的看法也会不一样~
以前的我，相信一见钟情~ 结果，把自己变得伤痕累累~
现在的我，不再相信一见钟情，不相信童话故事，不相信别人的劝告和意见~
因为，这是我们的爱情，我们修炼出来的果实。
你，改变了我对爱情的看法，没想到，我一直在寻寻觅觅的那个人既然近在眼前。
我想，无论是你，还是我，还是我们周围的朋友，都会很惊讶我们走在一起~
我们的爱情，没有什么轰轰烈烈，没有什么惊天动地，没有夸张的形容~
只有很平静，很平淡，很享受~
有你真好~

生日快乐～敏前～

2008-08-05T07:59:00.001-07:00

好忙~
最近真的好忙~
终于全部的assignment都赶完了！
欠缺presentation，还有那些courswork~
最近的几个courswork都没有时间读，就随随便便读~
结果，成绩不是很理想~
上个星期是敏前的生日，当然没有缺少我，好朋友嘛~ 一定到场的~
普通咯~ 没有什么特别~
那天，印象对我很深刻，因为早上。。。
我竟然在众多人哭，还哭了很久~
谢谢佩茹，她给了我很多鼓励~
哭完后，我们去jusco血屏~
我们竟然可以shopping到没有钱付parking~ 哈哈~
下面是敏前生日照片 ~ 没有我在~ 因为，我在拍照~

18 / 07 / 2008

2008-07-17T03:22:00.000-07:00

60 Days that we love

60 Days that we had been through

60 Days that take us closer and closer

60 Days that I share my

Everyday

Every minute

Every joy

Every tear

Every laugh

With YOU

For better or worse;

Through thick and thin,

I will always be there for you.

My Darling

2008-07-06T00:36:00.000-07:00

In rainy day I shall be with you,

Walking side by side holding hand,

Never feel like want to let your hand go,

No matter what had happen I will never let go your hand,

This really like a dream but it isn’t, it is reality

I just want you to fill all the blank that in my life,

That is it, Love You Forever.

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我的周末

2008-07-05T08:47:00.001-07:00

昨晚，Dear 既然忘了我的生日也和我们5个月是同一天~
不过，我也没有什么啦~ 可能很累~ 也就这样睡觉了~ 没有管他了~
那个傻佬既然怕我生气，结果等到半夜2点还没睡觉。。。
哈哈~ 他是不是很傻？哈哈。。。
他真的很在乎我~ 有小小的感动啦~
今天，我，teo，佩茹，伟杰，一起去1u~
又是1u，是不是觉得我们很闷？哈哈。。。。
不过还蛮好玩的！
我们去吃waffle world ~ 我很爱吃~ 因为是甜的！！
然后，我们一边吃一边谈~
谈谈以前我们smk kepong 的事情，哈哈~ 真的是美好的回忆~ 永远都不会忘记~
今天，我们才知道原来伟杰以前是住在台湾的！ OMG~
真好噢~ 可以尝试春夏秋冬~ 我也很想~ 可是没有机会~~~~~
然后去拍大头贴~ 很不错~ 很美~ 很久没有拍了~ 第一次和男生拍~ 哈哈
伟杰很高，然后佩茹一直都要看上面镜头的~ 哈哈，我知道他很辛苦的啦。。。
可是，佩茹还是坚持要上面镜头~ 结果最后两张选下面镜头的。。。
下面镜头拍的效果很美哦~
这是下面镜头的~ 不错叻~
拍完后我们去打机~~~ Yo Yo
很好玩叻，一个docken 才50仙
我们4个人换20块~ 玩了很久~ 很好玩~ 真的难以形容~ 哈哈！！
然后就去shoping 咯~ 佩茹又买了一对鞋，很便宜，才RM20.75~~
过后，我就逼Dear去衣服，好好看哦~ 很帅，好看过他今天穿的那件多多声~ 哈哈
可是很贵，RM100+，我说过他的生日送给他的，希望那时候还有货~ 哈哈
其实，今天我去1u是要买鞋的，但是今天去已经habis了~
算了，最后我买了别的款，都很美，价钱一样，还有20%折扣，最后价钱是RM48.90。
shopping 完后，去吃东西，然后不久就回家了~
在这里，我要感谢Teo Chun Kiat, 他今天是我们的司机~ 谢谢~ 爱你~ muacks~
下次的聚会司机将会是伟杰~
再会~

四叶草~ 幸运草~lUCKY cLOVER

2008-07-02T04:40:00.000-07:00

今天早上我迟到了~ 因为佩茹很迟才出门=.='''
今天8点是上business law~ 千万不能迟到，因为只要你迟到了老师就要扣courswork分！！！
老师真的很严哦~ 而且上课时候没有人敢出声~
只要你迟到了，就要走到lectural hall 下面去写名字（扣分）~
这样很 “鱼” 的，因为全部人会看着你一个~
加上今天要交assginment, ；老师说一定要在她来之前把assginment交上去，不然扣分！！！
老师每次都要扣分=.=''' law 老师就是law老师~ 很严~~~~~
当我到达学校的时候是8.05a.m~ 我拿着assignment跑进去~ 老师已经在下面了~
幸好，我跑的很快~ 哈哈~终于都交了上去咯~
放学后去朋友家做assginmen~ Melati Utama 那里~
很美哦~可是管理员很严格=.='''
因为在那里不能把你的车子停泊超过4个小时~
做assignment一定超过4个小时的啦~
然后又要兜出去~ 再回来~ 麻烦~~~~~
很没有心情做assignment~ 可能天气非常炎热的关系~ 哈哈~非常烂的借口~哈哈
其实，一句话讲完，〈懒〉！！！！
这两个星期里~ 一直都是assginment~
3 个assginment~ 要发狂了！！！！！
一点多这样，Dear来陪我做assginment~
他也很好啦~ 帮我做assginment~ 哈哈~
他的英文很好嘛.... 所以他来做还更快~哈哈
不过，做到一半他在那里玩游戏... =.=''
其实，是他要去他的学校做一些东西，所以就顺便来陪我做assignment~
加上... 他答应要做一张卡给我~
因为上次他只是送我花，忘了卡~
所以，他答应要亲手做一张卡~ 哈哈~
我很喜欢，没有想到他会这样design 那个卡~ 我真的很喜欢！！
这就是那张爱心卡~ hehe~
当我打开卡片的时候，里面有一个四叶草的手机雕饰~
是四片叶子的哦！很喜欢~~~
他用他的真心，用他的爱来制成的卡~
里面带着他对我无限的祝福~ 无限的爱~
很幸福~ 我觉得自己很幸福~ 如果我自己不珍惜的话~ 幸福可能会流走~ 到时我才后悔~
我不想，错过，不想后悔，不想爱错了！
大约4。50分这样，我吵着要回了~
结果，我和他去吃冰~ kepong baru 那里的~
起价了咯~ 要RM5.50一碗~ 很贵哦？
我们坐在那里一边谈天，一边吃冰~
很喜欢和他谈天，因为感觉很舒服，我不需要假装什么的~
就这样谈谈的，6点了咯，晚餐时间又到了~ 要回家了咯！
不知道为什么，和他在一起的时间总是过的比较快~ 哈哈！
在回家的路上，他告诉我，说他可能最后一年会出国，去一年哦~
我听了后，马上静下来~ 他问我为什么整个人突然变得这样安静的~
我当然说没有事情啦~ 其实，心里真的很不舒服。。。
突然，觉得自己很害怕失去他了~
如果，他不在我身边，谁会给我最好的鼓励呢？
如果，他不在我身边，谁会陪我一起笑？
如果，他不在我身边，谁会牵着我的手呢？
我不想这些如果会发生~~~~
昨晚，听了郭静---下一个天亮。好好听哦~ 很伤感~
加油吧，诗美！明天会更好！

My first post in this blog

2008-06-28T09:15:00.000-07:00

The first thing I want to say in this blog is about the title. The title life time mean one life or a person whole life. I just hope this blog will not close for life time so I suggested this name and my darling used this name. There are no eternal life so we must use our life wisely and don’t make large mistake that can ruin your whole life. Beside of that there are also many things that you can do. There is one thing that I never regret in my life that is falling love with you and be together with you. This short period that we just started are the most happiness moment in my life and I would regret if I do something terrible that break this relationship. I hope that day would never come and this same goes to my sweet heart. The last thing I would like to say to end this blog is I would use my life time to LOVE YOU.

我手与你手~♥

2008-06-28T06:09:00.000-07:00

22/05/2008
我正在生气你；
突然~ 你牵着我的手~
我望着你∼
微笑了，
我感受到，
你害怕失去我，
就是这种感觉，

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

所以
就这样不知不觉
慢慢的
一步一步
走进你的心里
很想
就永远的
永远☼
永远☼
就这样
好吗？

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

张俊杰
AURON TEO
你为何有那种魅力让我情不自禁深深的爱上你？
Why do you have that charisma make me deeply in love with you?
因为.................................
Just because.........................
我爱你
I Love You

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

复杂的心情

2008-06-28T02:26:00.000-07:00

好久没有上来这里写写心情了~
最近，心情起落不定~
不是因为我和他感情不好~
而是我和我的好友~ aka 佩茹∂
说实在的，我伤害了她~ 因为我和她曾经喜欢的人在一起。
⇝ 她曾经喜欢过他 ⇒ 他没有喜欢她 ⇒ 他后来喜欢我 ⇒ 最后我爱上了喜欢他的我 ⇝
这就是我们的故事 ↭ 可笑吧!?!?
我一直都找不出最好的方法解决~
最后，我用写信的方法~
真的希望佩茹能够明白~
希望一切会变得很好~
我爱他~ 我也不希望失去她~
那时因为我是自私的~哈哈~
我真的放不了任何一个~
一个我爱的和爱我的~
一个我的好友~ 24小时都会站在我这边的好友~ 真心的好友~

一个像夏天一个像秋天

2008-05-24T19:27:00.000-07:00

“第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密”

你要我去听听这首歌，我明白了在中的意思了~
哈哈~ 有点像我们的友情。。。
很感激你给我们的祝福~ 在那么多人当中，我最最最想得到祝福是你~
我会好好珍惜这段感情~ 我不想让你失望~
他很好，只是怕我自己做不到像他那么的好。
怎样都好~ “珍惜” 才是最好的礼物~
虽然，我真的觉得他骨头了一点~
但是，当你躺在他怀里时候是非常温暖的~ 呵呵
虽然，我说过他很害羞~ 可能他是处男吧~
不过，当处男做了一些让你惊讶的事情的时候，真的，你会对他完全的改变~
躺在他的怀里，就算天塌下来，也就好像下了一场雨这样~
我离不开他，我更加离不开你~
你和他对我来说都是很重要的~
如果没有你~ 不知道我的世界是怎样写~ 可能要再重写了吧~
当然也希望你快点找到一个爱你的人~
然后，我们就可以实现我们的“愿望”了！哈哈~

Happy Day

2008-05-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

这一个星期里差不多每一天都和他泡在一起~
很幸福吧~ 很开心吧~ 很舒服~ 很自然~ 很好~
我们一起吃饭~ 逛街~ 谈天~ 虽然他的华文不是很好~ 我会尽力去帮他修补的！哈哈~
和他在一起就好像两小无猜这样~ 我想，如果我的初恋是他，我想应该会加倍的难忘吧~ 哈哈~
因为，初恋给我的感觉就好像两小无猜，大家都很想接近却不敢接近~
他把我的手牵得很紧哦~ 怕我走掉咩~ 哈哈~ 太紧了，我都牵不到他~
今天应该是最开心了啦~ 因为。。。
因为他约了我去吃早餐，七早八早就来载我~ 我都还没准备好~
他约我吃早餐是因为。。。因为他怕我误会他~ 因为他无端端这样的死烂好人答应要特地从Sunway载一位媚媚去Damansara Utama~
我真的真的很不明白为什么他那么死烂好人咯~ 一通电话就可以答应了人家~
载了她去Damansara Utama，然后又回Sunway~
其实我没有生气~ 因为一开始我还以为是男生~ 哈哈~
吃了早餐~ 然后他就特地载我去学校载那位媚媚先~ 然后才放我去作工~
在车上~ 他突然叫我要小心那位媚媚~ 我没有问为什么~ 然后就下车去作工了~
原来~ 那媚媚喜欢媚媚的！OMG~ 哈哈~
放工时他买了水给我们喝~ 真的辛苦他了~ 因为他要背着他那石头这样重的Laptop~ 还要在这样晒的天气下帮我们搬东西~ 哈哈~
说到这里真的很辛苦他了啦~　他就是那么的死烂好人咯～哎～都不知道是好还是不好～
然后还要他陪我们和老板吃饭～哈哈～还好Kelvin是很好的人~ 我还介绍他给Kelvin~ 还好Kelvin 还记得他是谁~ 哈哈~
因为上次我作工的时候每次都和他玩MSN~ 现在玩出火了咯~ 哈哈~ 开玩笑！我们是本来都酱好的~ bLEK~
然后，吃饭的时候我都不知道他们那些男生在谈甚么~ 什么Sunway~ 什么CC这样的~ 我只是在那里笑~ 然后就觉得很累这样~
不过，我可以透露一些内幕~ 那就是Digi要有3G了~ 大家敬请期待~
吃了饭后大家就开始讨论要去那里~ 敏前要去UTAR一下~ 然后他叫我们去1U meet~
反正都还有很多时间，然后他就带我去他学校走走~ 果然Sunway就是Sunway~ 根本没有得和KTAR比~ 哈哈~
就连Guard也有冷气吹~ 哈哈~ 我就这样大约这样看看~ 然后就走了~ 因为很累~ 我们就去1U等美琪和敏前~
星期五都这样多人的！兜了很久才有位置park~ sien~
他告诉我刚才载媚媚去Damansara Utama做什么~ 我听了没有声出~
那位媚媚要给一位婆婆东西~ 那婆婆是她前男友的~ 又说人家喜欢媚媚~ 那为什么会有男友？？？我也不明白！
然后他又再次的背着那石头酱重的Laptop去shopping ~ 因为放在车里面不是很好嘛~ 等下不见了怎么办？
又这样巧~ 我的书包断了~ 哈哈～这样他的书包又多了几个石头～哈哈！
我看他这样辛苦，我不是说找一个椅子坐下来，这样我可以睡觉～他又不用拿着石头了咯～
我就找了一个椅子坐下来～刚好前面有新车～很多人在看～也有很多漂亮的媚媚看～哈哈！
我真的是差点就睡着了哦～我们就抱在一起睡了～哈哈。。。
不过太吵了，我们就去ＭＰＨ里面坐着一边睡觉一边等他们来～　
没有想到。。。　全部人看着我们睡觉！！妈的！尤其是哪个马来人！我们睡觉又不是犯法的！收声啦～回去和你老婆一起睡啦～哈哈
然后真的没有办法睡～然后我们就开电脑来玩～他一直拉我拍照～我才不要～因为我当时很没有精神！　哈哈
然后美琪和敏前来了～不过就是还有一位。。。那就是晓微咯～
哎～你知道的啦～全部一对一对。。。只有她是一个的～然后她就一直发脾气咯～吵着要回家～哈哈～　
没有办法。。。美琪要买东西，加上反正都来到了～当然是走走下咯。。。
我们一边走一边看~ 很不错啊~ 有说有笑~ 哈哈~ 晓微也有一起玩啦~ 不过我知道她心里不爽咯~
所以我一个手牵着他~ 一个手牵她啦~ 这样她反而开心起来~
我们去最爱的Toys "R" Us走走~ 哈哈。。很好玩~ 我们就好像小孩子这样对这个那个都很有兴趣~ 哈哈！
塞车时间到了~ 代表要回家了咯~
明天还有节目哦~ 不过还是要工作~他和我一起作哦~太好了~谢谢他~ ｍｕａｃｋｓ
看来明天也是很累的咯~
好啦~ 睡觉咯~ 今天很开心哦~ 晚安～

珍惜你~我会的！

2008-05-21T06:51:00.000-07:00

很想告诉你一件事情：我很开心~ 很快乐~ 很享受~ 很爱你~ 哈哈！！我们~ 希望我们是幸福的~ 希望这些的开心可以持续到永远~ 我不希望我们不开心~ 我不希望我们吵架~ 我不希望我们因为一点小事情而不开心~ 可是，我知道那是不可能的啦~ 不过，我会努力的！我会努力做到最好~ 希望不只是我一个人在努力，因为一段感情要建立得稳是两个人的事情。我们两人能够走到这一步已经是不容易的事情了~ 我们从朋友，变成无话不谈的朋友，变成有感觉，到身边朋友的阻碍，到我对我自己的错失，到我领悟到爱情，到我们都发现机会其实就在身边，幸福就在不远处。。。这一切都得来不易，我当然希望我们彼此都可以很珍惜对方，很珍惜这段感情。很想和你一起分享一切~ 无论是开心还是伤心~ 很想和你一起踏遍世界的每个角落~ 留下美好的回忆~ 很想和你做一些很疯狂的事情~ 哈哈！我会永远记得和你一起的时光~ 可是我觉得那是不可能的~ 因为回忆会随着时间而流失~

“遇见你让告别的爱
像为了等你”

我会珍惜和你在一起的每一分每一秒~谢谢你~ Love You

终于明白

2008-04-25T10:44:00.000-07:00

终于明白~ 爱情是掌握在我的手中~
没有人能把我的爱情给丢掉~
我不想听别人说了~我不想知道他人怎么想了~
我只要爱他~ 我不想再错过他了~
很后悔当时的选择。。。
原来，我是真的爱上了他~ 当时可能因为周围的闲话，所以才没有勇敢的证明我们的爱情~
很对不起他~ Sorry, i will show you my love~ and i promise i love you~
More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

I need You the most~ Sorry~

2008-04-21T08:30:00.001-07:00

你改变了~ 再也不是你~
Suddenly felt so upsad~ Y i have such feel? Izit ur change because of me? I'm so sorry.... What should i do to make u turn back? Plz dun change~ Jus stay and keep~ I will come back one day~ k? Sorry~ i need re-keep my mood....
PLZ STAY FOR ME!! I NEED YOU!!

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

寂寞那么多~

2008-04-07T08:13:00.000-07:00

心里的那道说不出口的伤口又再一次的泛起来。
那天不知道为何梦见他~ 哦！起来后，眼角竟然有泪珠~
那天和他谈了很多东西，很久我们都没有这样谈了~
感觉上有聊不完的话题~
《寂寞那么多》 -- 非常伤感的哦~ 听后有点酸酸的感觉~ 呼~
现在的我很开心。我每次都和周围的人说我很开心。我每次都很开心的笑着~
难道，我的开心是掩饰的吗？
很讨厌那些无聊的，我不喜欢的类型，死缠兰打的男生来追我，烦我~
所以，我说：我现在很快乐，请不要再说爱我~
这句话想对这些男生说，也想对他说～　
爱情不是那么容易的东西，必须经历过暴风雨才能有资格和我谈情～
最近，我发现身边有个很不错的男生。。。
为什么我会说他不错呢？！　－－－－
他善良，体贴，温柔，专一，生动，浪漫，很会注意小细节。。。　最重要的是他现在是单身！！！
总之，是适合渡过一生的男生。
但是，我并没有对他心动还是心跳加数的？？　我到底怎么了？？
哈哈。。　好啦，今天到此，再回。。。。　要睡觉咯！　晚安
送上《寂寞那么多》的歌词吧！　听听下～蛮伤感滴····

　　

　　天色开始朦胧呼吸慢慢沉重　　
　　曾经深情的承诺像吹过的风　　
　　说什么天长地久只是敷衍带过　　
　　心中的痛眼泪融入漆黑的夜宇宙
　　分开我们都选择了不回头
　而从今以后冰冷的手
　再延长不到你的温柔
　　
　　为什么寂寞总是那么多
　　总习惯独自温习你遗留的伤痛　　
　　我不想再灌上心碎重播　　
　　彼此都隔着一层膜紧紧的擦肩而过　　　　
　　天色开始朦胧呼吸慢慢沉重　　
　　曾经深情的承诺像吹过的风　　
　　说什么天长地久只是敷衍带过　　
　　心中的痛眼泪融入漆黑的夜宇宙
　　分开我们都选择了不回头
　　而从今以后冰冷的手
　再延长不到你的温柔
　　放开所有拥抱着自由
　　让一切从头

后来才知道
寂寞是不可分担
再大的雨
再多的伞
也只有自己的那一小把
才能为自己挡住不被淋湿．．

既然寂寞是无可取代
那么
我又何尝不可
浅浅寂寞
浅浅笑!　．．．

一个女孩的故事

2008-02-25T10:10:00.000-08:00

有一个女孩, 她是一个很平凡的女孩..
她有着一个很平凡的脸孔, 有一个很平凡的生活,
她有着一个很平凡的衣着, 有一个很平凡的成绩,
她希望有一个很平凡的思想, 有一场很平凡的爱情..
她只希望有一天, 她的白马王子能够骑着白马, 带女孩前往幸福的目的地...
女孩慢慢地长大了, 慢慢地变美丽了, 慢慢地开始渴望爱情了..
一年的夏天里, 女孩爱上了一个男孩, 一个喜欢四处闯荡的男孩..
这个男孩也和女孩一样的平凡, 他们被彼此的平凡吸引着了..
在这个火辣的夏天开始的一段轰轰烈烈的爱情..
这段爱情对女孩来说是有生以来的初恋, 对男孩来说是一位最难忘的情人..
他们的爱情就如此般的迅速发展.. 他们真的很甜蜜..
女孩很喜欢依偎在男孩的胸膛, 因为这样女孩可以听到很多故事.
男孩总爱把闯荡的故事一一的告诉女孩, 女孩总是听得津津有味..
男孩喜欢听听女孩的意见, 因为他认为女孩的意见总是最有道理的..
女孩总人为男孩是自己的一面镜子, 反映出最真的自己..
彼此的依赖, 彼此的安慰, 彼此的温暖, 彼此的爱情, 紧紧地扣着这对小情侣...
可是, 这段感情没有被受到祝福, 连上天都不祝福他们..
可是, 男孩告诉女孩:"永远是件困难的事, 可是和你在一起的今天以是我的永远了!"
冬天的雪花飘飘, 男孩把女孩丢在雪花中, 个人又去闯荡了..
女孩很伤心很伤心... 从来没有过的伤心.. 哭了又哭..
从此, 女孩再也看不见男孩了.. 再也没有了肩膀了.. 没有了那个美好故事了..
虽然男孩去了一个很远很远的地方, 可是女孩还是很坚信男孩是有理由的.
女孩把自己从新整理好, 开始了一段没有男孩的生活, 一段独立的生活..
女孩认为有一天, 真的会有那么的一天, 他们会在回一起, 男孩会回来..
所以, 女孩要把自己好好地充实好, 把自己的眼泪擦干, 等待那一天..
日子一天一天地过去了, 女孩依然还是那么思念男孩, 那么深爱一个游荡汉..
结果, 抵挡不过这份牵挂, 女孩开始为男孩游荡了..
女孩走了男孩走过的痕迹, 感受了那份感受, 对男孩有了更深入了解..
也了解了为什么男孩要丢下自己闯荡了.. 眼泪感动地留下来了..
圣诞节即将到了, 女孩还记得男孩说过今年的圣诞要一起渡过..
可是女孩连男孩的影子都找不到, 看来承诺像蝴蝶般得飞走了..
独自一个人走在寂寞的大道上, 脑海不断地浮现一幕幕的画面..
眼前那棵美丽的圣诞树, 浪漫到女孩的眼角都湿透了.. 迷糊了前方..
杀那间, 一位陌生人及时把女孩从迎面而来的推车救了过来..
这一个拥抱顿时把女孩吓着了, 原来那不至是个救命, 还是个承诺..
女孩回到了男孩的怀抱, 他们在圣诞树下拥吻.. 这天到了.. 实现了承诺..
可是, 女孩对这个吻开始了犹疑, 女孩开始分辨好与坏.
女孩认为男孩已经没有从前的重要了, 开始整理这份的爱..
女孩爱的是一位流浪者, 流浪者的爱情也是流浪的..
"流浪的爱情是不会开花结果的"-- 是吗?
"开花结果的爱情就不被受到祝福吗?"
女孩不知道.. 女孩也不知道这次自己的爱情能流浪多久..
女孩看着这份流浪的爱情摇了摇头..
女孩想着想着....
决定放弃了男孩, 去了一个很遥远的地方...

开始了另一个故事....

下雨咯~

2008-02-25T09:36:00.000-08:00

午夜1.35，正在准备要睡觉，突然听到窗外的雨
声，心里很舒服，很安静，欣赏着雨景。。。
不知道为什么，自从分手后，自然就爱上了午夜的雨~
也许，雨就是他，午夜有他的陪伴我也不再寂寞了~
哈哈，很傻？可能我就是傻得美吧~？哈哈。。。
我总爱一个人坐在窗口看雨景，看着马路上空无一人，偶尔会有一辆车子走过，很安静。。。
现在，当我想起他时，我心里总是很恨，可是我怎样还是会原谅他的~ 毕竟曾经的我很爱他~
午夜的雨很快就过去了~ 最近的他过的怎样？
雨啊雨啊~ 快点把我的讯息传给他~ 他是否也在想着同样的问题呢？
期待，我真的很期待我再次和你碰面。
只要那天出现，我们的彩虹出现了~ 误会永远只欠一句话~~

我们的分开，是幸福起点吗？
我想：是。
为什么？
因为我们都在努力走到幸福起点。

Hatyai之旅

2008-02-13T04:01:00.000-08:00

年初2和家人去了合艾一趟。
生病去旅行真的是很辛苦的事。
伤风，咳嗽。。。晕。。。。。。。。。
那边真的有很多食物，什么都有，真的可以用尽力去吃。
那里，我去了好多趟了。。。
其实，大家都问我好不好玩，我想说的是，我情愿在家睡觉。。。。
因为，从考完试到现在我都还没有真正休息睡觉过。。。
真的很希望自己能够睡一天一夜都不要起身。。。
那里真的很热闹。到处都是人。。。知道为什么吗？
因为，中国雪灾，全部团都cancel, 换来泰国玩。。。
真的是人挤人。。。。

这个东西需要RM5,就是50B。

这个应该是aunty所谓的“雪山飞舞”

i wish to get this ROSE in coming valentine 这个很好吃，kaya的，RM2 ONLY...

dog dog with me. so cute.

RAT year in 2008

this call 蛋蛋！！

新年快乐！

2008-02-06T09:32:00.000-08:00

日期：7/2/2008 时间：1.33凌晨
送走了旧年，迎来了新的一年。
人们终会把所有的希望都放在新的一年里。
“忘掉，洗掉那些坏运，不好的事情” 妈妈这样告诉我。
毕竟，去年我把妈妈气的老了很多，我对不起她很多很多。
所以，我尽量去饰演一个妈妈爱的角色，我答应妈妈要读书，答应自己要“不爱”我爱的人。
事情过了四个月了。时间冲淡了很多东西，包括我对他那份坚持到底，铁打不烂的爱。
现在，我终于明白了：原来，不爱也是一种爱。
我希望看着他幸福，这样我才会去追求我的幸福。
佩茹说：恭喜你终于忘记他。
说真的，我还没忘，我其实是等待他。。。。（觉得自己真的好傻）
妈妈不喜欢他，姐妹不喜欢他，只有我爱他。。。。
也许这些就是我和他的命运吧！
妈妈要我把他当我的哥哥，朋友们要我和他断绝关系。
我什么都不要，我不要做他的妹妹，我不要和他断绝关系，我只要他说爱我。
只要他的爱，需要他的爱。无论我开心还是伤心，我只想和他一起分享。
久违没见的他，不知道还记得我吗。。。
那天我遇见一个很像他的人，我还以为我很开心遇见了他，可是结果是失望的。
很多话想对你说。。。
对不起，对不起，对不起。。。我想和你说声对不起。。。
对不起，我在骗你。。。
Sarangheyo，你永远是我的最爱，你永远是我的等待。
最后，祝你恭喜发财，新年快乐，事业顺利，万事如意。

老鼠来咯！！！！
新年快乐！！！！

19/11/2007 -- My 1st Time

2007-11-19T01:04:00.000-08:00

Today is mine 1st time donate blood.
At my skl, TARC College hall.
This November Blood Donation Campaign(NBDC) is held from 19/11 until 23/11 2007
November blood donation is the most biggest Campaign in every year.
Although March and July my skl oso have blood donation, but the most biggest is November.
I still remember during July blood donation, i was a helper.
My duty area is refreshment, it is a places for the donor to rest and take some food.
I looking they move out after they donate blood, some was very week, some still nthing and very happy.
My job is serve food to them, and talk wif them..
At that time i feel that donate blood is a very lucky thing.
Just like me, as a normal and nthing special human in the world, can donate some blood to those ppl who need help, and i feel very proud and happy too !!
So, during this NBDC, i decided wan donate my blood.
Yesterday nite, i was damn nervous.. coz i scare i have Anemia, so i scare after donate blood i will faint or wat...
So i wake up ealy in the morning, and have my 1st break.
After reach skl, i take a meal again.
I have my duty on 9-10.30 a.m, after tat i have my class.
1pm like tat, i finish my class and walk to college hall with my friend.
1st, walking to the form filling counter and insert all the form.
2nd, to a counter to check ur blood type and check izit ur blood suitable for donate a nt.
Well, i successful go over this counter and will went to the next counter.
But, my frenz fail the 2nd process, coz of her hemoglobin nt enough the percent.
Nurse said need drink more Milo.. and come and try friday again.. haha..
Becoz of i haven take my lunch, so my frenz accompany me to the refreshment counter and take some food and drinks.
After taking my "lunch", start to donate blood....
I feel very very nervous... and got the feeling wan go toilet 1st... wakaka
But i oso choose to sit down there and start my donation.
I jus keeping asking the person beside me, i keep asking him got how pain when te needle poke in.. and how was the feeling..
And so, i keeping asking those person who around me, all the nurse, and the helper... haha, i think them almost faint thn me...
When the needle poke in, wow!!! Sure Paint.. but jus for a moment.
After the needle poke in, den......
Sure nt blood will come out so soon lar...
Thn nurse use a tuib to suck it out the blood, and i jus need keep move and pump my finger...
I stil remember the nurse consulting me.. said " cantiknya saruh darah awak.."
Maybe she should said " cantiknay A Moi u.." haha
I sit there for 10 minit...
The person who sit infront of me, is a guy, i remember he was so scare and shock out when te needle poke in ... haha
Finally, i have 450ml blood come out!! haha
Usually, gals have min 350ml oni.. but i more thn tat.. =.=
Thx god, i din faint after my donation....
And i gain a lot after my 1st blood donation, and i share wif my frenz them.
I hope there have many and many more ppl can come and donate blood.
Maybe ur blood nt suitable to use, but then u can know wat type of blood u are..
Maybe u have anemia, but u duno; or maybe u nt enough hemoglobin...
Anyway, it is a health check too... and it is FOC !!
Hehe... here is mine experience of my 1st donation of blood.

And the next Marc Blood Donation Campaign (MBDC) i also will donate my blood too ^^

07~10~20

2007-10-21T00:11:00.000-07:00

07~10~20 Is my 18th birthday !!
This will be the most memorial birthday in my life, although i din celebrate with my beloved parents (coz they r damn busy), but i still have my friends!!!

Firstly thx to Kelvin & Gina this sweet couple, thx for ur cake, thx u countdown my birthday to me... Although that day i damn busy & tired, but i still happy that u celebrate wif me, thx Gina for ur Pineapple Tart.... Enjoy it now!!! Hope Kelvin & Gina Happy Forever & Never!!

Second, thx Aik treat me eat Pasta. Haha... Although U cant attend my birthday celebration (coz u have ur Final Basketball Competition, hope u can win te 1st prize)... but i still happy that u can celebrate wif me... haha.. Friendship Forever!! Wish u can find ur beloved soon ya ^^

Third, all my beloved best friend & aCID members :
aCID Pinkyee ( bei xi wong -- best friend, best ji mui, best partner, best 'bo', best sleeper... best award.... haha... dun angry!! i take ur 1st kisss.. haha) ,
aCID Miki ( miki mouse, yee mian -- best friend, best ji mui, nice person, nice gf that i had ever seen....) ,
aCID Mikon ( i usauly call her Mikon, Cloey classrep of 1DAC 14, sexy + leng lui de her, best friend, best ji mui, best kisser!!! ),
aCID Slyvia ( that mean is siao wooi, a damn cute gal, but she din like us call her cute gal de, i alw bully her.. haha.. Erm, u maybe keep bully by me in future!! Exspecialy ur birthday!! ),
aCID Auron CK ( my kai bro, CK Teo, his hair is curly, super-x white skin, like to act cool but nt suit him, haha.. Thx ur PIG so so so much!! Thx ur card… bla bla bla, happy birthday too )

aCID Tay ( han hao lor, usually they call him as HANTU, haha, Thx ur PIG, ur transport, ur phone camera, XD!! I forget to bring my camera!!!)

aCID O2 ( Giap lor, gaip gaip gaip, haha… cute ya.. thx ur PIG, ur transport, drive faster lar next time, haha… thx u so much…. Been send us here n there…)

aCID Owendar ( handsome Dar, u r so happy that nite, haha… laugh hole nite, happy that can dance with u, haha, paise lar.. Wow, u drive car really damn fast de wor!!! But excited!! )

aCID Gozila ( a Koo, happy dance with u too… I know u tired.. but stil play with us… thx thx so much!! )

aCID Cizaciza ( Leng lui chin chin, thx u come to my celebration!! 1^st time I have my eye on Malaysia!! Excited!!! Haha.. Happy dance & Happy Moement!! )

aCID ah belin ( Leng lui Yee Ling, ur kiwi ice is damn delicious, haiz, but I cant eat lar, coz keep fit!!! HAHA… hope u happy alw with ur W… )

aCID Chyan ( handsome guy, how was ur kiss?? Haha.. U getting more n more handsome liao, haha.. hope u n miki can last forever… )

aCID Cool ( a Chao, ur hair quite suit u, keep it!! Nice cut!!! Thx u coming my birthday!! Haha.. R u the driver tat day??? )

Mr Kam ( Taller Wai Kit, long time no c, grow more taller @@.. haha.. same hair colour with me.. haha… jus with u a while oni, but thx u come ya!! Kepp in touch !! )

Hon Ming ( Thx for ur coming, hope u enjoy it at all !! Kepp in touch alw ya ! )

Jay Chow ( Ei, y ur stomach?? Eat wrong thing arh?? Wan Bang sai bo?? Haha… Anyway, thx u come!! )

Although I planning to have a dinner at The Curve, TGI Friday, but still v have our dinner at Kimbery. 17 ppl there, v eat damn long time, I so kesian with the people standing out there, coz no place for them to sit!! This call “ round shit”缘分, I meet my uncle and aunt there !!! Haha… Meet our teacher during celebration birthday, =.=

After having our long long time dinner, v plan to Titiwangsa, Eye on Malaysia there.

6 car going there, wow.. have the feel like going to travel!! So so so happy!!! Is Saturday nite, damn many many ppl !! No Parking, thx god v dint park in the parking place, need walk damn far and no parking!! But v still lucky, coz when v reach there, have many ppl going home edi~~ Yeah!! Finally v find our parking!! Thx God & Thx My ji mui!! After gather all, v start our journal, eye on Malaysia!! V take 2 private condoler, 8ppl a cable, cost RM100, more cheaper than a person RM15. It just spin 4 round only… haiz.. But v having to sing a birthday song, make a wish, n have a kiss when our cable on the bottom there!! Wow, such a great n nice memory that can last forever!! Take photo, enjoying the nite view and playing around inside the cable car!! Haha.. After Finish our journey, sure take photo down there… haha… And v dancing there!! Song as like this, “ We walk to left and we walk to the right, we walk and walk all nite, and the heel and the toe and the half turn around, and the heal and the toe and the new friend found!” Haha.. enjoy when v dancing… After dance the clock is show on 11.30pm.. reaching to be 12.00am… wan be Cinderella liao.. haha.. Is time to go home, have a nice bath, n have our nice dream….

Wonderful nite and long lasting memory, happy Birthday to Me!!! Happy 18^th!! Cheers!! Thx all aCID Makmur!! N all my beloved friends.. Keep in touch alw ya.

Thx Pyee ur dress, damn like it XD!! Thx Gina ur Pineapple tart!! Thx Teo, Hao & Gaip ur PIG!!

Those msg that u all send me, let enjoy it:

aCID CK:

No need to thx la.. This is wat friend for…. U like te pig that I n giap choose？

U dun need to noe la…. As long as u like it enough la… We two choose quite long u noe….. Haha….

Good nite la… Dun sleep too late ya n sweet dream… haha….

aCID miki

Haha.. den good lo.. hope u have a wonderful birthday n sweet dream.. Good Nite…

aCID dar

Ei, happy birthday oh. Although ur birthday was pass, but I think u won’t mind rite. Haha. Today I was so happy thn my birthday leh. Haha. N today u r so sexy leh. Haha. Happy birthday.

Haha. Coz hv mood ma, n I’m funny at all the time la, haha. I think gather like tat better thn cut cake lor. U have eat cake tis birthday?

Haha. Next year lo. Haha, sad la, now I cant online.

Haha. Dun worry, there is many chance in future. Haha. Ok la, gd9. happy birthday oh.

Honming:

Haven wish u also. Happy birthday lady. Hope u really enjoy and apriciate ur wonderful 18 birthday. Welcome to 18 de world.

aCID yeeling

Happy birthday! Late jor half n hour tim!

Hehe.. Nvm d o? Hope u can fast fast find ur truth love lo! I wan see ur pak tou face! Hehe.. happy alw la! Mmmuackz!

No nid find d.. U jus stand at there wait is ok liao lo! He mus come n find u d..! Wait more while, so fast d! Hehe.. Mus b happy lo! K??

Dun wan madam la.. Old ler..! Hehe.. Sleep early lo! Sou xing po.. If not 2morow mm leng lui jor jiu bu hao lo! Nitez nitez la!! 2day very sexy a..! Yiyer~=p

aCID Cizaciza

You r welcome ! Love u ! Muackzzz.. Friendshiop forever !

aCID gozila

Lolz, nw oli I bak to house… Haha, I oso very happy dancing wif u…

aCID chyan

Ur welcome la.. Haha.. Next time help me celebrate oso lo.. hihi.. Anyway.. Wish u happy birthday o…

aCID pinkyee

Happy belated birthday. Wish u birthday. Sweet dream~

Thx u all, muacks… U all r so so sweet!!!

感觉逐渐消失了

2007-10-14T10:40:00.000-07:00

你离开了有一段时间了，虽然表面上的我没有什么，可是其实我真的很想念你。
没有一秒的脑海里没有你，回忆一直都在我脑海里打滚着，一直都望着天空的另一边，在想着你过得怎样，在做些什么，有没有好好的生活着呢？心里还有没有渺小的我呢？
“你可以爱我很久吗？” “我们能够渡过这关吗？” “我可以爱你多久呢？”。。。
不知道何时开始，渐渐的我发现和你的回忆也都只是回忆了。。。
回忆是值得收藏的，慢慢的，由从前的非常肯定到现在多了分成熟的直觉告诉我，“爱你”已经是很久以前的事情了。。。开始清楚，确认自己需要些什么了。
不知道为什么，我会变得如此的冷静，没有哭闹，没有像个小孩这样吵不停。
或许，我早已经麻痹了这种痛。我知道我是不会怪你的，怎样都好我一定会原谅你。。。
你一直都在我面前扮演坚强的角色，可是背后的你却是那么脆弱，这是让我担心的。
不知道你是用了多少的勇气，多少的爱，多少的泪水去换来这个决定的。。
不知道那晚的你有没有泪，还是你已经讨厌这一切的阻碍呢？
想送给你的讯息依旧没有送到出去，想给你的祝福依旧没有第一时间送到。
对不起，我真的很失败，我怕我又再一次的落泪了，我怕我的心又再次脆弱。
我从来都没有后悔过，爱你的这个决定。
曾经的幸福快乐都已经拥有全部了。已经足够了吧！
应该说，只要你有爱我的一分钟，我已经是最幸福叻！
希望，下次的我们都会更加幸福。
最后的一句“我爱你”，我希望我生日那天可以对你说最后的一句爱你。
过了那天，“我爱你” 已经是过去式了。
我要飞翔了，希望等我体会了所有的甜酸苦辣后，再回过头，你依然会站在那里等我。
这次，换你等待我了哦。
記得留下兩分來愛自己
兩個人會更長遠喔~

一个关于爱情的故事

2007-10-13T07:44:00.001-07:00

这是我曾经看到的一个故事，觉得很感人，所以贴在这里跟大家分享一下。
他和她背对背开始往前走，他们说好当他们走到第一百步的时候再回头，如果还能看到对方，他们就忘掉以前所有的不快乐，重新开始。如果看不到彼此，就一直走下去，永远不要回头！
当她走出第一步，有一种叫悲哀的东西漫过心底；她想对他说：“我们的爱情路只剩下九十九步，我们怎么走到了今天这一步？曾几何时，我们一起在雨中漫步，衣服湿了也不觉得冷，曾几何时，我们在雪天里呼着热气吃冰淇凌，当人们投来惊异的目光中，我们竟哈哈大笑。”
她已走过二十步，他呢？她好想回头看看他，看看他是不是一样和她步履维艰？她想对他说：“你还记得我吗？你教我学电脑的时候，跟我说过，编程时会遇上一种情况叫“死循环”，进去了，就出不来，你说你对我的爱就是死循环，当时我很感动。”
她走到五十步时，有个卖烤红薯的老头问她要不要红薯，她摇了摇头，他就推着车子走了。为何他不再多和我讲几句话？那样我便可以停留一会儿，不要再走下去。
八十步已然在她身后，她想：“他是否也在想我们前段不愉快的日子？我们为什么要为一点点小事而天天争吵？”她总是对着他哭，那时他便心乱如麻，烦躁不安，然后，他们就都无端地说出一些互相伤害的话。终于有一天他对她说：“我们不能再这样下去了，不然都会被折磨死，分开吧！”
九十九步了。她艰难地抬起沉重的脚，迟迟不愿放下，她怕放下脚时，回头再也看不见他；她怕放下脚时，回头将永远失去他；她怕放下脚时，他从此再没有幸福可言；她怕……脚终于落下了，泪也顺颊而下，她不想回头，也不愿回头，她控制不住自己，蹲下身痛哭起来。突然，一双宽大的手抱住了她的双肩，她回过头，看到了他，看到了他充满了深深自责和浓浓爱意的双眼。
她扑进他的怀里，哭着说：“我不要再往下走了！”
他把她紧紧抱住，轻轻抚摸她的长发。“永远不会再让你一个人走。其实，我一直走在你的身后，一直在等你回头。”